a rough one...random thoughts

As much as I try to stay on the up and up, I get down at times. I'm looking for an apartment, and I'm tired of doing that. I have laundry to do, and I can't seem to get all of that done. Thank God for Fluff n' Fold. This town can get you down. I'm really tired. I want to work. Acting work. Book a few films and shows before the end of the year. I'm itching and need to scratch. I'm supposed to meet with my manager today, going to cancel that. I have too many other things that I have to do today. I think I' m going to look for another job too. A third job. It's sad that I have to do that. I know so many men who... never mind. I should be glad that I'm able to have a third job option. If I do have to get a third job some things and people in my life have to be cut. Would love to have a relationship, but at this point a relationship is a luxury, and some luxuries have to be sacrificed for the bigger picture. Sad but true.