Friday, August 21, 2009

"FastLane" FastGirl





Well, my film premiered the other night. Wednesday to be exact. I'm happy with the film. I'm very proud of the work that I put in to the project. And it's due to be released soon. Sometimes I sit and think that what I have accomplished in my career is very little. People don't know my name, really. I don't have a big cash flow in my bank account. No awards, yet. No huge role on a T.V. show, or huge film, yet. When I have those thoughts I really have to stop and think about all of what happened last night. I was the star of a film, and it doesn't matter where it was seen. I experienced something that most of my peers haven't. I have to recognize that, and be thankful. I am thankful. I had a blast Wednesday. I knew that that was the place I was supposed to be, always. I knew that I have to keep pushing hard, so that my next lead in a film will be on a huge screen, with my name in lights. I knew while watching that film that I can make it. I have what it takes. I say so, others say so, the camera says so.

As far as the weekend is concerned. Chill. Get some work done on my Charity event, which is creeping up fast. And I think I will work on a plan to really promote myself with this film. I feel great! And I want spread my joy.